“We Love You Sarah G” trended on microblogging site Twitter earlier after videos of Popstar Royalty Sarah Geronimo turning emotional onstage went viral. The incident happened during her This 15 Me concert in Las Vegas, Nevada.

Aside from openly talking about feelings of emptiness and the pressure to be perfect, Sarah was also very honest about feeling tired that night. If you watch her meltdown, Sarah talks to the crowd in between sobs and repeatedly apologizes to her concert goers. Here’s the transcript of Sarah’s emotional speech before singing Forever’s Not Enough:

“Okay, kaya ko ‘to. Ito na ho pala yun. It hit me. ‘Yung mga napapanood ko po sa videos ni MJ (Michael Jackson). ‘Yung sigawan, ‘yung kantahan ng mga tao. Minsan, may naluluha pa. Gusto ka mahawakan lang. Grabe po. I realized na hindi po pala ako handa dun. Ginusto ko pong maibahagi ‘yung talento ko, pero hindi po ako handa pala dun sa mga kasama dun sa hiningi ko. Lalung-lalo na po yung pressure to always do good, maging role model ka, maging perpekto ka. Mahirap po. I’m sorry, pagod po ako. I’m so sorry. I hope na kayanin ko po, i-survive ko po itong gabing ito because you paid. Gumastos po kayo para mabigyan kayo ng entertainment. I’m sorry. (Someone joked about adopting Sarah that made the pop star laugh.) Ampunin n’yo ‘ko?”

“And then I began asking myself, bakit I feel empty? Hindi ‘yung successful na shows or ‘yung mga hits ang makakapagkumpleto sa’yo, ang makakapagpasaya sa’yo bilang tao, kundi ‘yung tunay na pagmamahal na hindi nagbabago, perpekto ka man o hindi.”

“At unti-unti po hinahanap ko ano ba talaga ang gagawin ko para I will feel fulfilled. Hanap ako, hanap, hanap. Until now, pumapasok pa rin siya sa isip ko. And then, may nagsabi sa akin na, ‘Sarah, huwag ka na maghanap kasi ‘yan ang ibinigay na talento ng Diyos para sa ‘yo so use it as a platform to honor His name, to glorify His name, and to become an inspiration to other people.’ Kayo po, ‘yung kayo po na patuloy na naniniwala, 15 years. Maraming, maraming salamat po. Forever po akong magiging thankful sa inyo. Pasensiya na po, para po sa inyong lahat.”

(Transcript based PopStar Royalty’s video on Youtube)

Another video showing Sarah crying while apologizing to her fans backstage also went viral. The fans, together with Sarah’s mother Mommy Divine, gave messages of reassurance to the pop star. Here’s the video shared with us by @isgfan (with original video posted by @dextersaraga)

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Hours after the incident, Kapamilya actor-athlete Matteo Guidicelli turned to Instagram to express love and support for his girlfriend Sarah. He posted photos of him and Sarah from their recent Palawan trip. In his caption, Matteo says, “Keep walking, I’ll always be beside you. No matter what. I love you my love. And I miss you. :)”

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